and of course i want to go back ASAP.</p>
i love north carolina, i just wish i knew anyone.
hopefully sara is still moving her ass up here.
texas was fun though...too much drinking and alot of hanging out with bethann, haha.
it was nice to see people that i havent seen in like a year.
got a new tattoo, went to the movies a few times, alot of going out to dinner.
so today i guess we are buying rock band and im kind of stoked.
i need a break from halo.
then this weekend seeing the hulk...then next weekend picking up rachel in salisbury.
then maybe seeing tims band in marion...then the week after going to the beach?
- Music:the capricorns
because they reallly cant seem to stand the fact that a chick plays halo...
"dude your gay, are you a girl? wait your a girl? girls shouldnt play halo...theyre like...too low to play halo....i bet youre ugly...your pimples have pimples...girls suck...just look at hilary clinton...i know her in real life and shes a bitch...."
some people need to eat a dick and read a book.
THIS IS WHY I HATE EVERYONE.
PEOPLE ARE JUST REALLLLLY NOT WORTH IT.
i feel it.
i give up.
gary and i are going to have a talk today about some long term plans
because i am going fucking nuts here not doing anything with my life
gwsr girls are being bitches to me
i wonder if they realize its only still in existence because of me
and im one of those people.
but someone called me ugly today
and it just bothers me..way at the back of my mind.
worst of all is i dont know who it was
because it was in the gwsr truth box :/
idk. i dont think im ugly.
i wish i wasnt so fat but i mean i have a pretty face
so thats even worse.
someone said it JUST to be negative and just to tear me down
im over it
it was rude
and i called them on it
- Mood: cranky
whats up with everyone getting inked and shoving it in my face
argggggggg i want more tattoooooos!!!!
i at least want to finish my right half sleeve!
gary owes me birthday delights so lets hope he will find it in his hear to let me go get it
ALL done and finished before i venture home in june!
that would rule...so bad.
i just need two or three more flowers and some shading..i doubt ill EVER get them colored just because i dont want
yellow ink on me..i hear it hurts the worst and it will fade like a mofo. im content with greywash.
i think these are the other two im getting:
(the one on the left)
add it to this one i already have:
and i will be in business.
i think the smaller one will go below the one i have
the other one will be above it and a little on to my shoulder.
then im just going to have some of the torn up petals in the background.
and maybe get some detail added to the heart, etc.
im also contemplating going back to red hair. i dont think im going to be actively looking for a job for awhile
in going home in june, then ill be in myrtle beach in july...so i may wait until after then.
so i could have red hair for like, almost three months.
and that shit ruled.
and the one last think on my mind....
THERE IS A DIFFERENCE BETWEEN BEING STRONG AND BEING A COLD HEARTED BITCH.
i wish some people knew the difference.
call me crazy but i just feel goood.
if i had somewhere to go...somewhere to be, i would be dressed my best with a smile on my face.
im eating my special K bar as we speak.
those things...they pretty much rule me.
AND i remembered to take my vitaminsssss.
im also in a good mood because thursday means tomorrow is the mothafuckin weeeeekeeeeeend!
im really glad gary has fridays off. three day weekends pwn two day weekends.
BUT i think hes going back to 40 hours in may or something so they wont last long.
so yeahhhh i did ALOT of design work yesterday
and any day i do alot of design work, thats a good day.
and playing halo made it the BEST day.
im too good a mood to REALLY update.
sara and gary and i are going to myrtle beach in july! maybe even july 4th!!!!!
its going to be the best time of my life.
laying on the beach a little tipsy with my boos
what can beat that shit
MAGIQUEST 2K8 BITCHES.
NO ONE READS THIS
so i can be annnnnnnoying as fuck
i love it.
- Mood: creative
Jim: Oh, hey, Dwight.
Dwight: I’m going to be your new boss. It’s my greatest dream come true. Welcome to the Hotel Hell. Check-in time is now. Check-out time is never.
Jim: Does my room have cable?
Dwight: No. And the sheets are made of fire!
Jim: Can I change rooms?
Dwight: Sorry, we’re all booked up. Hell convention in town.
Jim: Can I have a late check-out?
Dwight: I’ll have to talk to the manager.
Jim: You’re not the manager? Even in your own fantasy?
Dwight: I’m the owner. The co-owner. With Satan.
Jim: Okay, just so I understand it. In your wildest fantasy, you are in hell. And you are co-running a bed and breakfast with the devil.
Dwight: Yeah, but I haven’t told you my salary yet.
Dwight: $80,000 a year.
"Bro’s before ho’s. Why? Because your bro’s are always there for you. They’ve got your back after your ho rips your heart out for no good reason. And you were nothing but great to your ho. And you told her that she was the only ho for you and that she was better than all the other ho’s in the world. And then…and then suddenly she’s not your ho no mo’. "
so number one: i hate that most of the people i knew in texas forgot i existed. thats a given, but even more than that
i hate the fact that they have no problem forgetting about me UNTIL i say something they dont like, then they have
NO problem bitching at me. or if they want something they have NO problem asking me. WHY THE FUCK would i give
two shits about what you think or want when we dont even fucking talk? case in point. i post ONE bulletin saying 420
is stupid, and i get some BITCH that i dont even talk to telling me to chill out. uh, do i know you? do i still talk to you?
does your opinion of me or my thoughts matter to me whatsoever? didnt think so.
so number two: i hate that ANYONE can post a bulletin saying anything and its fine, but god forbid i post one saying
420 is stupid. everyone else, feel free to be angry at things you dont like, or even just say you dont like them, and its cool.
me? of COURSE not. because my life is full of bitches who like to re-emmerge when im in a good mood. get fucked.
but whatever. 420 is a made up 'holiday' that supposedly give you a special reason to toke up. but can you just do that
EVERY other day? thats all i was fucking saying! i dont give a shit if you smoke, thats not my life. so what the hell is so
wrong with that opinion. people wouldnt tell me to chill out if i said it was dumb to celebrate christmas would they?